In the distant future, I want to...

Good evening~ I've been lazing around after I got home from school. I have a fever, which means the only thing I'm capable of right now is thinking and sleeping (and surfing the net..?)
After a snooze on the couch, I started thinking and dreaming of the future. It's almost time to apply for my 3rd year (which is the last year before university.) I'm in year 12 right now, which means I basically only have one more year to figure out which direction I want to go. Those thoughts scare me a lot - I have no idea what I want to become when I "grow up!"
So when my thoughts start to drift into those dangerous waters, I fast forward a few years into the future. I like to imagine myself living in a small apartment after I'm done studying. I don't have big ambitions, so a small home isn't a problem. I just want a cat and a place to call my own. I'd decorate my house like I want to and have a job somewhere.
I really don't see myself living with anybody but.. well, myself. I'm a loner at heart, but of course I want to have some friends that I could meet up with. I just don't want to be tied up by anyone you know? I haven't really decided where I want to live though. I kind of want to move to London, but at the same time I'm tempted to move to the countryside here in Norway. Live on a mountain and just feel the fresh air every day!

I want to be free!

It's difficult to determine what one should do! I'm going to use this year wisely, and think hard about my future.

What do you want to become?

- Ceci

Your protector's coming home

Good evening~ I've finally recovered from the school day. It wasn't really that bad though! Yesterday I made a promise to myself. I promised that I wouldn't worry too much about what was to come and focus more about the present. I think I succeeded! I really enjoyed the bus trip to school, and interacting with my classmates once I got there. Recently, I've lost the will to work and my "spark" faded. Being with others was a drag, and I just wanted to spend time by myself. I'm happy about today. Everything seemed a lot lighter.

The sun decided to pay us a visit today, just like in this photo!

I'm pretty inspired these days. I want my life to be filled with happy things. I realized that only I can do that. Others might influence my mood, but I shouldn't allow anyone but me to determine what kind of person I am. Being sick has also made me feel bad for myself. No more! I'm strong, and I can turn the negative stuff into something positive!

Over to something else, one of the things that made my day a little better, was the fact that I challenged myself. I study media and communication, so occasionally we get tasks that force us to work like journalists. Our latest challenge was to write an article about the environment in somebody's work space. I'm cooperating with my friend and we decided to interview a clothes shop in the city.
So today the two of us went to the store and talked to the people there, getting an appointment for the interview.
I'm really happy about this! I'm generally scared of talking to strangers. Doing something like this was weird. We decided to just throw ourselves into it, and now I'm excited about writing the article!

This looks like the scenery in my country!

I want to go on an adventure...

I hope everyone had a good day! If you didn't, I hope tomorrow brings more happiness. You should listen to this song before you leave. It gives me a warm feeling

Your protector - Fleet Foxes.

Photos: Serge Outrush & unknown.

- Ceci

It's not always easy

It's one of those days, isn't it?
I got up from my bed 6 hours ago, it was harsh and I was very sleepy. I immediately knew that today would be a tough day. Good thing I was going to the doctor anyway! My appointment was already decided in November, so it's been a while since I was there. I took some tests last Monday and I got the results today. Apparently there isn't anything wrong with me. That makes me a little frustrated, because I don't FEEL fine most of the time. We decided to run a few more tests today and see if something else isn't quite right.
We usually drive into the city and take the tests at the hospital, but today we let the locals try to draw some blood. I wasn't surprised when they couldn't do it, so me and mom had to go to the hospital anyway. Those people are used to running tests on people that are difficult, so I wasn't a problem. I think it's funnny that only experts can manage to draw my blood..

I don't like being ill. I don't like missing the first day of the new semester. I'm trying very hard to keep a positive attitude. One of these days, we'll get a test result or a pretty diagnosis that will help me live an easier life. Until then, I will just have to deal with the exhaustion. Green tea is one of my favorites. I actually hated tea only a year ago, but now I almost depend on it. There's this cute little shop in town that sell many different types. I went on a shopping frenzy and bought a whole bunch. Now I'm having trouble drinking it all up....

I love tea. It just soothes body & mind altogether. 

I'll drag my tired body to school tomorrow, I must!

- Ceci

Sundays are my lucky days

Hello! This is the first post on my brand new blog. I'm really excited! I've had a bunch of blogs before this one, but I never seem to stick to one... In the beginning I love writing and sharing stuff about my life, but then I start to doubt myself. I suddenly focus on my readers instead of me, and then I end up disliking the blog. I really want to enjoy blogging, so this time I'm just going to focus on me and my hobbies, yup!

I like to do a lot of things, so this blog will consist of reviews (books, movies and music most likely) and thoughts about my life. I spend a lot of my time reading, watching movies, listening to music and playing games. This is where I gather all of it. It will probably be a bit messy and maybe not interesting to anyone but me, but that's fine. Wish me luck ♪! 

So cute! Unfortunately no source on this one. One of the reasons why I don't like weheartit.

- Ceci